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My gaze is fixed ahead The cage that held me for so long At last the door begins to open And yet I stare I cannot move My eyes burn as tears stream down Tremors raze me from within A cry of pain so loud it deafens But there is silence, stillness I do not move I feel nothing Not a lack of feeling But a physical absence A tangible void I feel it It is there Nothing is there Stabbed without a blade Shot without a gun I have not been pierced Yet a piece of me is missing Gone My soul is gone I could reach inside and touch it The emptiness is there I feel, too real The object The thing inside me I feel nothing My eyes stay locked ahead The

I can no longer hide What I am inside I am what I am And what I am now is out Out in the light Where I don't want to be But it's harder for me To stay locked away In the closet, the coffin The dark of my soul It's eating me whole So I must let it out Yes I'm a creature From legends of old My blood runneth cold My fangs sharp as knives Yes I'm a lover Of women like me Our soft supple forms Move my dead heart to beat Her hands on my hips Her blood on my lips Her breath on my neck Sweet ecstasy As we lay down together In sapphic embrace My lips downward trace Her heavenly form Our bodies entwined Our hearts beat in sync I hardly can think

Warrior That's a good word for me Fighting for those I care about But what do I do When those I care about Are killing me? Flower That's a good word for me An object of beauty In a world of darkness But I'm just an object And these petals are growing heavy Angel That's a good word for me A guardian A savior A sacrificial pawn My brilliant wings Long since broken Long since rotted away So why do I keep flying? Why should I keep flying? Please tell me Myself for everyone But no one for me Where is my flower? My warrior? My angel? Why should I keep fighting? Toy That's a good word for me A thing for bringing happiness But discarded when b

Eternity An obsession A desire A curse An unwilting flower Atop a lonely mountain Within an isolated forest Eternally alone Blood red petals Brilliant in the light A vision under the moon Beauty undisturbed by time The forest dark and unforgiving The mountain hard and cold A harsh exterior Imprisoning a forever bloom Few have sufferred the forest's depth None endure the mountain's rise Time goes by Yet still none come The flower waits undying Its petals ache It longs for touch It longs for warmth Eternally alone The flower dances with the wind Its petals waltzing with the breeze But the wind will not stay And the f

Why? Why did they take her from me? Why did they take her heart away? We were in love. That's all that should have mattered. That's all they should have seen. Why couldn't they see? Why did they hate her? Was it just for loving me? Is she gone because of me? She was so beautiful, An angel in my arms. They couldn't understand. She was only different in their eyes. She was different. That's all they cared about. They abused her, Hurt her, All for loving me. We were in love. That was all I needed. She had my shoulder to cry on, My breast to lay on. I thought that was enough for her. Why wouldn't she talk to me? Why could